the greatest lovers were murderers

happy hump day!!!

2008-10-02T02:42:23Z

i wonder who thought of the term "hump day" for wednesday?

i've always hated wednesdays....they weren't very exciting for me but now its FALL!!!

hahah i have a lot to watch now in between homework and whatnot on wednesdays =]

♥ pushing daisies
♥ private practice (i can skip it bc this show is sometimes ugh for me and sometimes really interesting so idk)
♥ DIRTY SEXY MONEY!!!! (my favorite...next to pushing daisies)

so pretty much at night on mondays and wednesdays i shall be in my room =D

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fall tv lineup means fall is here...which means WINTER IS COMING which means CHRISTMAS and then NEW YEARS EVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (btw i will NOT be going to vegas this year to celebrate new years eve as i did last year) LMAO

for some reason today was hot as hell...HELLO WEATHER ITS SUPPOSED TO BE FALL NOT EFFING 92 DEGREES OUTSIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love everyone today =D

♥

weekend recap?

2008-09-30T04:24:12Z

thursday my ear really started hurting, didnt think much of it
friday my ear was still hurting but had to go to work cause it was too busy @ work not to
saturday....same o same o ear still hurt but hung out with the fambam that was awesome
sunday woke up ear POUNDING dizzy and discharge...it was official i had an ear infection
went to awesome doctor and got prescription
my ear is getting better as we speak

ugh...i hate ear infections. i used to get them all the time when i was little
i really havent had an ear infection for like 10+ years
ugh ugh ugh ugh

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monday is waaaaaay jampacked at night

and im watching heroes....AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME =]

ooo?

2008-09-27T23:30:38Z

this afternoon i hung out with the family.
crazy shit i tell you...
never really thought id really go and hang out with my family
amazing amazing STEAKS!
yummy yummy in my tummy =]

now i have to go to work

booooo!!!!

sometimes....

2008-09-21T08:45:42Z

people walk all over me
and i do nothing about it
id like to think its because im above it
but in reality im probably just a scared little girl

sometimes people who think they are holier than thou (i myself included) need a reality check. a big FAT one....i got mine before and look im better? now who knows im crazy and shigeo is reading this as i type it i think he thinks im crazy

things things things...

2008-09-17T06:35:01Z

today shigeo and i went to ikea and bought THE cutest desk and chair ever =]

hahaha it really makes my room complete...=] sort of just pulls it all together =D

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ikea is awesome...
just sucks that we have to assemble it by ourselves and when i say "we" i mean my wonderful boyfriend. =] he's good....he's better at it than i am...he put it all together like in 1.5 hours, where as it took kriska and i like 3 hours to put together my dresser lol =]

someone tell me cute destinations to go to =] something cute and romantic
(except hawaii)

best boyfriend everrrr

2008-09-09T10:15:13Z

last month was one of our big anniversaries and we didn't get a chance to REALLY PROPERLY celebrate it =[ due to not being moved out to our townhouse and a bunch of other things i don't really want to get into....SO we decided to celebrate it the following month (which would be this month). shigeo had been thinking about what to do to make our anniversary celebration special and he had been thinking about this for a whole freaking month and didn't even spill a single detail to me until like last night. wowza. hahaha awesome boyfriend =] but seriously i thought he and i would just go to dinner and disneyland or something...i didn't think he would seriously think of something really cute =] hahaha...and it was by accident he told me the details. =]

we ended up going to cabrillo beach and going to look at that korean bell they have around there lol. and we went into the korean friendship hall (kind of boring) but whatevers. but the whole thing was really damn cute.

and i got to take really great pictures becaaaaaaause we got a new camera! the pictures look pretty awesome =D

(resized to make it livejournal friend page friendly =D )

man these last couple of weeks have been awesome

♥ went shopping for new clothes...for fall
♥ new purse
♥ new contacts
♥ new chanel sunglasses

im feeling great =D

crappola!!!

2008-09-04T22:37:32Z

i was looking around my safebox thing i have inside my closet and OMGOMGOMG i still havent renewed my freaking passport....so i need to go and get some passport pictures taken! ugh i hate passport pictures, i hate the backdrop thingy....i always look so gross LMAO =] but yea i hafta get on that because i need to start going places again...the last place i left the country was like three years ago to italy so yeah i need to get cracking.

btw...i love 8 simple rules reruns =D

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the weekend is coming up UGH!!! i hate the weekends
i hate them because i have to go back to work lol
i only work two days there =D two days a week doesnt seem bad but then i get there and go "oh this is why i dislike it"...i may dislike it but i always love it. go figure

im feeling inspired =]

2008-09-04T07:32:42Z

Resolutions : (yes im aware its half into the year...)

♥ steady trips to the gym
♥ more vegetables and water, less soda
♥ more friend time
♥ more hugs and kisses from the boyfriend
♥ more more more for my life =]
♥ more saving moolah for things BIG THINGS =] *cough* *wink* hahaha
♥ decide on what car i want for my next car....g35? audia4? lexusis250/350? hahaha

no idea why all of a sudden i feel inspired to write in here...
maybe its because my life is less hectic now and i have more time to actually BREATHE or take the time to actually think of what i feel and all that jazz =] no more clutter in my head. i can picture things clearer than ever =D

i need a new bedframe...any ideas?

living situationssss

2008-09-04T05:52:28Z

if you know me you probably know that i now live with my boyfriend in my new townhouse (+ two roommates another couple, and one half of the couple happens to be one of my friends) and let me tell you its one heck of an experience. i mean he and i have sort of been living together at my old apartment so its not that hard of an adjustment but its just now i have to share a closet *laughs*. i was reading and i found a statistic that said that people who start living together before marriage usually don't stay together and the relationship ends in divorce. i hope that is just a bunch of bullshit that someone created....but there were numbers and all. i mean how can you marry someone before you live with them at least for even a little? how do you know you can ACTUALLY live with them? how can you invest your life in something you haven't even tried yet? i don't know....i'm pretty sure actually i'm absolutely positively sure that i made the correct choice =] (yes i mentioned marriage....10/10/2010.) he and i have pretty much found out everything about each other (me snoring...me hogging the bed...him eating too much...him being too vain...me being too vain...eyah its mostly me being stupid and annoying) and we don't mind. we have learned lessons in communication, compromising without compromising our beliefs, and tolerance.

i havent really posted much about my relationship so if you havent read my journal in awhile or don't really talk to me you're probably like "when did she get a serious bf" hahaha.

(at the risk of sounding cheesy) i can truely say after all the frogs that i've kissed i've found my prince charming <3

i've read my old posts and read that i usually sound head over heels for whoever im dating in my old blogs...but he is different. i actually care about him. i would actually care if anything happened to him.

and sometimes you just know....you know? =]

♥

edit: not engaged...but i want to get married 10.10.2010 or 11.11.2011 =] you get the idea but i told him this and he was like okay! =] but still waiting for proposal =D

dead_peach @ 2008-09-03T15:35:00

2008-09-03T22:50:42Z

i was shopping around after i bought my glasses and omg i saw THE cutest marc by marc jacobs purse ever...i want it i want it i want it i want it

*mental note: save save save....ITALY ITALY ITALY*

BUT I REALLY WANT IT!!!

ugh....which reminds me...i have to go to verizon to pay my cell phone bill...and target to pick up a few things...

on another note....i really have the best boyfriend in the world. looking forward to things. looking forward to 10/10/2010 =]

*inlove*

dead_peach @ 2008-09-01T19:19:00

2008-09-02T02:20:37Z

my life is something amazing now

all i have to say is...

10/10/2010

*cant wait*

dead_peach @ 2008-08-31T19:50:00

2008-09-01T02:51:11Z

confused

apartment!!!!

2008-08-29T05:39:50Z

i took a couple of pictures of my new place mainly the kitchen and part of the livingroom...my phone sucks and couldnt get all of the living room so just imagine it a little bit bigger =]

and and the best part KITCHEN!

yep =]

breathe

2008-08-27T05:45:48Z

i can breathe now
breathe better
sleep better
ultimately feel better

i moved into my new townhouse!
its awesome and the kitchen is fun =]

gas can kiss my ass though ugh =[

woohoo for new places

2008-08-14T02:51:38Z

i found the best townhouse ever to live in
(although it is down the street from my mom...but at least im back in the nice neighborhoods and i dont have to worry about noise or people stealing my shit)
its so freaking cute
pictures coming soon if anyone even reads this anymore...but ive realized that i mainly keep this for myself now. i like to look back to when i was young, stupid, and completely idiotic.

<3

im loving my life...ive hit my lowest points already (id like to think) and now its only going to get better

cleaaaaaningggg

2008-06-17T08:04:52Z

I've packed up part of my life (the rest of its still at home and will stay there in my rooms lol) and they're all sitting on the side of my room inside boxes. I don't have as many things that I originally thought I had. There is something to be said about moving out....you get to clean things up and you get to clean things up emotionally as well. For the most part my cleaning has been strictly cleaning. I don't have as many memories in this apartment as like my house or something but its still sad to know I'm going to be leaving it soon. It was great while it lasted.

I love love love love love getting cleaning supplies like for the bathroom and whatnot cause when I clean my bathroom...I really clean it. I still need some storage containers but that can be bought at a later date.

You know when you're growing up when you get excited to buy new cleaning supplies.... =] or maybe its just me. probably just a me thing lol.

noodles!!!!

2008-06-07T20:52:10Z

kung fu panda was simply amazing...i dont care if the critics and whoever else didnt enjoy it....i did hehehe im so dragging shigeo to come see it with me teeheehee

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on another note...im hungry but there is nothing to eat because there is no point in me buying groceries when we're moving out in like 2 weeks or so...we dont usually finish our groceries until after a 2 week span or maybe im just lazy probably the latter.

gas is ridiculous!!!! whatever. at least my car doesnt eat too much gas up but to fill my whole tank is almost 40 bucks ( i know all you other kids pay more but goddamn i remember when like 25 filled my gas tank or something ) yEy for toyotas!!!! hahaha so i figure im not going to get a new car until gas starts going down and if it doesnt start going down im just going to get a motorcycle!!!! yEy!! or i can just move to NYC and use the subways and stuff they have there.

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i want to go on vacation but i have no idea where to go any ideas?

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i need more tattoos!!!!!!! BUT I DONT KNOW ANY ARTISTS!!!! mine's somewhere only god knows where and i have a hard time trusting people but gah gah gah need more tatttoos! so any suggestions? anyone? lol (no ones going to respond to this but who knows who could be reading my journal ♥)

moving moving moving

2008-06-06T20:30:47Z

im looking at my room and i dont want to pack. i hate hate hate packing. so im moving outta my apartment into a new one by July 1st. yEy. kinda. i dont know im scared and anxious but at the same time im happy? i really dont know how i feel about this move. oh well.

im hungry
im going to make me some chicken !!!!

feelin sick....thanks CPK

2008-06-01T10:35:21Z

SO I OFFICIALLY OFFICIALLY HATE HATE HATE CALIFORNIA PIZZA KITCHEN I doubt I will ever go back to ANY cpk restaurant (damn it and I loved their pizzas too)

so last week my friend roxy and I went to CPK to celebrate finals being over and whatnot and I order the Shrimp Scampi pizza. It was simply AMAZING. no problems whatsoever. Later that evening, I start to feel itchy and stuff and just chalked it up to probably bug bites seeing as it was hot out that day and bugs LOVE me. So I kept absentmindedly itching my "bug bites". Little did I know that the were THE HIVES slowly forming on my little asian body. So that night I went to bed and the boyfriend was over so he scratches my back because I LOVE LOVE LOVE getting my back scratched. We didnt think anything of it and just again assumed that they were "bug bites" cause they were little and like I said I'm prone to getting them, so he scratched around them. So I wake up that morning all fucking miserable and incredibly itchy and I fucking look at my arms body everywhere BUMPS BUMPS BUMPS! So I start freaking out which freaked the boyfriend out because he was half asleep and poor Kriska (my roommate) I interrupt her studying for her finals (this was like 6:30-7am). So she rubs hydrocortezone cream on me and tells me not to itch and if you know me you know that is THE HARDEST thing ever for me to ever do. So I start crying a little to myself and keep thinking what I could have eaten to have this happen to me. And I thought and thought and thought and CPK was the ONLY thing I had the day before that was different from what I usually eat. So Kriska suggests I run a bath and rub oatmeal on myself so I dont scratch and at that point I was so fucking itchy and hot and miserable I had to try anything. (meanwhile the BF was getting me benadryl bless his soul...he was half asleep and rode his motorcycle in the cold to get me my medicine). So guess what happens? I CATCH A FUCKING COLD WHILE IN THE BATH WATER seriously....what the hell life....so in a nutshell IM STILL SICK AND HORRIBLY IN A LOT OF PAIN THANKS TO CALIFORNIA PIZZA KITCHEN. My nose is stuffed to high heavens and I literally want to just to pound my head into the wall to get rid of my headache.

btw...it was a chardonnay base lemon basil sauce or whatever. and the lady on the phone...TOTALLY UNAPOLOGETIC. DOUCHE BAG whatever i guess it isnt her fault I didnt know I was allergic or could be? I eat anything and everything and all the 23 years of living I HAVE NEVER HAD AN ALLERGIC REACTION FROM FOOD. I LOVE FOOD. GEEZUS. I didnt get the fat I have now by being allergic to certain foods and NOT EATING EVERYTHING IN FUCKING SIGHT so thank you. karma is funny. I somehow probably deserved this? Who knows

BUT BUT BUT BUT

on the plus side im totally happy with life (aside from being sick) wonderful people in my life and a wonderful person to spend it with.

i havent been this in love with anyone...ever.
all the others were a different kind of "love" or whatever you would call it.

SO WHO WANTS TO GO TO UNIVERSAL STUDIOS??????!!!

post post posting is fun!!!

2008-05-28T03:18:09Z

ive been contemplating on why it is so hard for me to write down everything in my journal like i used to. maybe as im getting older im also busier and have more things to do than just sit in front of my computer and livejournal the nights away like i used to. LOL.

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as for my life, i am completely and utterly in love with the most wonderful man ever. serious. no lie. no joke. its so real its like woah. he and i get each other so much that its just ridiculous of how perfect we are for each other and he treats me like the princess i am. hehe.
=]
i love 2008.

my baby and me. hehehe im so fucking giddy its insane.

love is a wonderful feeling. yEy! FINALLY!!!!!

btw...my friend keri totally got engaged lol. im jealous but so happy for her. everyone i know kinda is married or has a kid or something. lol i guess thats what it means to be 23. btw im 23 now ewwwwwwwwwwwww lol <3

miss lj

2008-02-18T09:43:01Z

writing in here feels so weird now, its like i don't know what to say hahaha funny stuff

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so an update on my life:
school is kicking my ass but it makes me want to work harder and succeed even though everyone is looking at me as if i am incapable of doing great things. stupid people. i can do whatever i want. lol

i have finally found someone who is totally worth my time and effort and its a wonderful feeling for my feelings for him to be reciprocated. i don't have to ever wonder if he likes me or not because i know he does. he totally doesn't fit in what i am used to/attracted to/or have dated in the past and frankly, i think that is what makes him so different from the rest. he is considerate of my feelings and actually cares if i've had a bad day or not. he is everything i've been looking for in a guy. he looks like a tough guy but on the inside is so damn cuddly and i like that. i have finally found a guy who doesn't look like the shit could be beaten out of him without any effort. lol. i guess people would say he and i are moving sort of fast, but why wait when i know what i want and he knows what he wants and we both want the same thing. i mean its not going super super fast but it is a little at the same time. and if you ask if i've fallen for him i will tell you my face might as well be on the floor.... (so we shall see what will become of this...for now it is SIMPLY AMAZING) it's nice to have finally found a truly amazing guy to have and to love.

so here's to 2008 who wouldda thought it was going to turn out like this....

update? idk

2008-01-08T20:41:04Z

update update....

i guess this update is for me more seeing as no one really does the LIVEJOURNAL thing anymore except for a few people. i always look back on my livejournal entries and i just realized that i havent written in an entry in so long that one day im going to want to remember what happened around this time of my life and they'll be nothing to remind me....

one day im going to save all my journal entries to somewhere in my computer including deadjournal entries when im all done and through with livejournal or before it shuts down in the future idk...
i just like to remember things and im horrible at remembering things so yea =]

BACK TO THE PRESENT

haha so been doing everything same o same o

who am i kidding hahaha why is it so hard to make a journal entry now idontknow maybe as im getting older its harder to put things down on an online journal...

but anywho ive met someone and i dont wanna jinx it
well not met used to know him way back when but yea =D

everything seems to be looking up =D

maybe 1 more year of school? yes!

dead_peach @ 2007-09-29T20:08:00

2007-09-30T03:10:37Z

life has been crazy but I've been having the time of my life

finally

woooshi!

2007-08-11T18:36:23Z

someone please help me
someone please help me with my dishes!
ahhhhhhh lol the dishes are attacking my kitchen

hahaha man o man im cleaaaaaning up my apartment
so much fun!

<3

dead_peach @ 2007-07-31T21:20:00

2007-08-01T04:30:07Z

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i wish it were that easy
fucking summer be over alFUCKINGready
i want to move on
i want to quit my job

i want to stop watching lame shows on NBC...the one with hasselhoff or however you spell his name

yet life is simply amazing
ive lost something that i thought was dear to me but now im not so sure i even care anymore
i need more meds hahaha im a nutcase...but it works for me =]